a life completely in-lived
My greatest mistake was believing that you loved me as much as I loved you.
(via dollpoetry)
I miss you and I do not miss you
I love you and I hate you
I am sad and I am happy
I laugh and I cry
and no matter
what has happened
throughout my day
I always find myself
lying in bed with
tangled sheets and
my thoughts consumed
of you you you.
Contradictions  (via dollpoetry)
It’s funny, how when you are in a relationship with someone, your mind absently notices them in everything and everywhere. Their eye color in your morning coffee, a shirt you think they would like, their name on a building, billboard, or a company with their name, when you are somewhere and see their favorite breed of a dog or cat, their favorite color, their birthday, their favorite food, a song they love, someone with their same name, anything. And when you lose this certain person, you finally notice how much they consumed your thoughts, and it haunts you. It haunts you when you first wake up, when you are out somewhere, when you are taking a shower, when you are walking, when you are driving, even in your dreams and nightmares, you still notice this person, and see them in everything and everywhere. It haunts you, it haunts you, it haunts you.
And I am still haunted by you.  (via dollpoetry)
You will miss him no matter
how nicely or how badly he
treated you and no matter
how long or how little you
had him you will miss
him and you will want him
to be the one that comforts
you and you will want to know
why he did this to you and you
will scream at the world and be
angry even at the flowers that
grow from the soil of the earth
and you will collapse on the floor
like a leaf falling from its tree and
you will feel lost like a tourist in a
foreign city and you will feel so
numb that you will have to check
if your heart is even beating and
I am not going to sugarcoat it for
you and I am not going to tell you
that he will come back and lift you
out of your grave because the truth
is you will have to stitch your body
back together and you will have
to be the one that cleans the
waterfall of tears that have
splashed your cheeks and no
matter how much you wish
for him to come back you will
have to learn that most stars
are already dead in light-years
and you have to be the one
that fixes your own gears of
your contraption because
you are the only one that can
swim when you are drowning
in your own blood.
You will miss him. (via dollpoetry)

notkatniss:

I’m so relieved that Quentin Tarantino is a filmmaker and not a serial killer

getsuswet:

Flattering ♥ Hazel 

getsuswet:

Flattering ♥ Hazel 

llbwwb:

(via Tiger by BearTerritory / 500px)

loliconprince:

making ppl u hate mad is almost erotic